I sat in the hallway of Whitehall Classroom Building drinking a warm beverage and soaking up the lingering fall foliage while wishing Winter would hold off for just a minute more. Just seeing this picture and remembering that moment makes me wish I could be there again. Warm and safe. Everything feels too raw right now as I claw and sob my way out of this hole and try to make something out of myself. I want it to be November 15th again when I didn't feel this vulnerable.